Today was challenging to get through because I kept busy all day at home without going out except to walk this morning. Got some chores done and Bible reading. I just love reading Isaiah 40 (the last paragraph) right now:  "The Lord is the everlasting God; the creator of the ends of the earth, He will not grow tired and weary, and his understanding no one can fathom. He gives strength to the weary and increases the power of the weak. Even youths grow tired and weary, young men stumble and fall; but those who hope tin the Lord will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint."



I was happy to get an email form my former therapist in PA today since I don't even have one right now here in Sacramento. The mental health system is pathetic in SAC; I've been waiting to see a doctor since last June. Finally I have an appointment comng up on Dec. 11. It's only by the grace of God that I'm even still on the planet. Anyone ever heard of a gay Jesus freak? I never can quite fit in anywhere!